Who is Sarah?

A friend of mine acquired her fathers house that was scheduled to be condemned for its extreme poor condition, and having experience in the clean up and remodeling that needed to be done, I offered to help

her, shortly after beginning work on the house I realized I was going to need a truck sooner than what I thought, I knew eventually I was going to need one for the transport of band members and equipment,

however do to this project I was going to need one sooner!

So I bought the truck and proceeded to do everything legal that needs to be done, Went to get my drivers license and was denied the right to have a drivers license because the birth certificate I had did

not have my gender on it, that is when I decided I needed to tell my story about who I really am and make the transition from one gender to another.

Sarah is an all Southern gal like any other gal, except she is dying inside the body of a man.

That is right, Sarah was wrongly born as man.

The first time she tried on his mothers dress and looked in the mirror

he was captivated by her own beauty and felt so much like a little girl she forgot who he was until mother nature called and she held his man hood in her shaking hands.

As Sarah grew older as a male confusion and depression set in, she began to drink and pop pills at an early age,11 to be exact, she couldn’t get out and was killing her self.

She had become a trouble maker at home and school and had issues of being accepted by her parents as trouble maker and been “dis-owned” a few times for such behavior, which sent a message to her that if her parents had trouble accepting her as a male, they would never accept her as a female and she tried harder to hide the truth and harder to be a male.

Sarah eventually got married and had children and got divorced, drank more and popped more pills and tried harder to kill her self, went to all lengths to avoid mirrors, became scared to leave her house and developed a social anxiety disorder.

Eventually Sarah got to the point it became harder and harder to “perform” as a male she hated acting the part of a male and began developing a hate for what she had between her legs, because it felt more like an invader that forced its way into her life and took over forcing her to be something she is not, a male and Sarah was dying under the weight of this invader, until one day, Sarah could not take any more either she would get out and live or die trying but at least for one moment she would be happy, even if it killed her.

With uncertainty in her voice she proclaimed to the love of her life, I am a Woman wrongly living as a male, my name is Sarah,I want to have a sex reassignment surgery and I love you.

Well their it was, finally Sarah was out, freed from her prison!

With elation in my voice I asked what do you think and to my surprise my girlfriend said she cant wait until I have the surgery and become a woman, to put it discretely!

There it was, Sarah out in all her glory and I never felt so happy, in all my life finally being able to live as the female I am supposed to be.

Well this is only the first leg of the journey and this will become my continuing travel journal as I rise to my full woman hood, My name is Sarah and I hope this will serve as inspiration for all Woman, not just the woman trapped in a male but all woman in all walks of life that face some kind of adversity or hurdle not to go quietly into the cold dark night, I hope I give a warm and soothing light for all woman to see them through stormy days.

Hallelujah!I am woman!

Now for the first problem, the one in the beginning of this story, Cincinnati’s finest gave me a ticket for no license and am facing jail time and or a fine, I am trying to hire a lawyer to help me fight this ticket and sue the B.M.V. But one thought that puzzles me is what then, I am once again fighting for my rights to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness under a gender that is not mine, it makes me want to cry but soon I will be full female and the thought of that keeps me going!